Last week I had a very bad dream. My trusted friend and colleague Happy died in my dream. And what a horrible death it was. A group of us were together in a room on the top floor of a multi-storey building, and were fighting a batman like devil, who was flying outside. We all were running fast to close all the windows. Happy ran away from the group alone, and we thought she was going to close some window. After sometime, we saw her missing and went looking for her and found her murdered with a knife. I woke up with a palpitating heart. And now as I am writing this, my heart beat is again going up. So I was happy that it was only a dream, and went back to sleep again. The dream however resumed, with me sitting beside her body, and weeping and praying in my mind that she be born as my daughter in this life only. Selfish me. Then scene shifted to her home, and I was there consoling her father, and joined as they lifted her body to take her to the village for final rites. I woke up again and could not sleep much after that.
Next morning I was apprehending some bad omen after this dream. I was silently praying that she is okay and my dream was not a premonition of something bad. First thing I did when I reached office was googled the interpretation of such death dream where a close friend is murdered.
Most of the people wrote that this is never a premonition, so I was relieved. The other two interpretations were
1- My relation with the person was going to change drastically, and maybe coming to an end. I did not want to lose my trusted friend so I was saddened, and could not think of any reason why such a bad thing should happen.
2- There was going to be a significant change in me, specially in a quality I like in Happy. Here also I could not think of any such thing.
So I kept wondering for an hour, what is it, no solution.
Suddenly after an hours, me and happy start chatting on g-talk and she reveals a very big personal secret of her life to me. I was overwhelmed. And relating it to dream was obvious.
Though the fact she told, and the two points I mentioned above, don’t have a link. But one thing became clear, dreams pointed to something out of the ordinary, and her telling me the fact the very next day was out-of-the-ordinary.
So dreams do have a meaning. How these are linked only time will tell. Will share more details later if I get to link the dream further. Hope it does not lead to end in our beautiful pure relation.
I am not planning to tell her about this dream, or to anybody I know.